CYCLE

I am in the state of metamorphosis.
Suffering the lost of myself.

Famous Last Words

Today, I am beginning to accept what has happened to me, but I don't understand it. Perhaps acceptance is a new beginning. Maybe, understanding will never come. The more one understands oneself, the easier it is to be liberated from the chains of useless and negative thinking. 


TODAY'S ADVICE: Feel the pain until it hurts no more.

SONG FOR THE DAY :)

DROPS OF JUPITER

Was it everything you wanted to find?

And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

I get on better like this.

But still, this isn't the best way.

Super

Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands.
Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands Romeo.

MCR

Bullet Proof Loneliness At Best

My nerves often get better off me. 

It is especially on free days that I feel rotten.

The atmosphere is so oppressive and sleepy and as heavy

as lead. You don't hear a single bird chirping outside

and a deadly close SILENCE hangs everywhere 

catching hold of me as if it will drag me down deep into an underworld. 

WASTEFUL INSANITY AND ME. 

Rock is dead and the Papers did it.

HUM HALLELUJAH HUM HALLELUJAH

And you are my overflowing melody

Too great to be measured on any imaginable scale

A memento of an unbounded thought I can't ignore

A topic full of insights

The most clever form of darkness but a good persuasion

My representation due to love as thoughts

The tempest of my eyes

A candid puzzle piece or enigma

The best supernatural but humane being

that will always have a special twinge in my heart

The happy never after I want to believe in

The uncertainty I want to uncloak

and be sure about

A fugitive I want to isolate myself with

The heart I want to move.

My composition written this time of the year last year for you-know-who.

This is a response to a poem he also wrote for me. 

Pathetic me.